Teenage Underground

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Wed, 19 Jun 2013 11:34:05 -0400

When I was 16, I had a fake I.D. and decided to go to a gay bar by myself because some friends bailed on me. While there, an older gentleman bought me a drink. He wasn’t a creeper, and he definitely wasn’t unattractive. I accepted the drink and began talking to him. No big deal. As the hour progressed, I felt myself feeling strange. I mentioned that I felt like I had a headache, and this guy helped guide me out of the bar. As we were walking down the street, the thought of, ‘Oh god, he’s drugged me, I’m going to die’ came to my head. I tried to get away, but I was so drugged up that I could barely walk, let alone speak. It also didn’t help that I had really large ‘goth’ platform shoes because I was going through a phase. Anyway, this guy brought me to his suv and began undressing me. As a final act of defiance, I hit him over the head with my platform shoe. He then punched me, and I remember thinking, ‘Why don’t they ever give workshops to gay guys about being victims of rape too?’ While I was as careful as possible, I never saw the guy slip something in the drink. I even watched the bar tender make the drink. Anyway, I lied there completely paralyzed while this pervert was lubing up. I locked eyes with his for a moment, and that’s when it happened. A very large and angry drag queen opened the door of the vehicle and beat the shit out of my attempted rapist. She and her other drag friends helped dress and care for me while the police arrived. I was saved by a group of guardian drag queens. They were basically the modern day ‘angels from heaven.’

Wed, 19 Jun 2013 07:01:45 -0400

whatevenisthisidk:

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sonicghost:

milesjai:

videk:

welcome-to-the-sinners-ball:

imgayitsok:

God bless drag queens.

I will always reblog this

Whenever drag queens are present, you best believe they will save the fuckin day.

Oh fuck yes.

If this isn’t on your blog I’m judging you.

drag queens are so baddass jfc

Drag queens ftw

Wow… Just, wow…

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Wed, 19 Jun 2013 06:54:53 -0400

cockkkkkkkk: apolloniasaintclair: Apollonia Saintclair 215 -...

Wed, 19 Jun 2013 06:52:50 -0400

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apolloniasaintclair:

Apollonia Saintclair 215 - 20121010 Le premier baiser (She kissed Elvis and became a nun)

I love lesbian nuns sweet jesus

qreen-tea: stayings: Ghost bikes are white painted bikes used...

Wed, 19 Jun 2013 06:51:47 -0400

qreen-tea:

stayings:

Ghost bikes are white painted bikes used as roadside memorials for cyclists who have been killed or injured.

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Wed, 19 Jun 2013 01:42:44 -0400

choes: Flóra Borsi

Wed, 19 Jun 2013 01:37:45 -0400

choes:

Flóra Borsi

h0llol: People need to stop romanticising self harm on this website. It isn’t a beautiful or poetic...

Wed, 19 Jun 2013 01:34:41 -0400

h0llol:

People need to stop romanticising self harm on this website. It isn’t a beautiful or poetic thing to do; it leaves you with massively horrible scars that will remind you of the person you used to be for the rest of your life.

morganjennison: Tom Gilmour

Wed, 19 Jun 2013 01:05:22 -0400

morganjennison:

Tom Gilmour

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Tue, 18 Jun 2013 23:30:44 -0400

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Mon, 17 Jun 2013 11:32:46 -0400

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Mon, 17 Jun 2013 11:18:51 -0400

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Mon, 17 Jun 2013 10:37:36 -0400

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Mon, 17 Jun 2013 10:36:42 -0400

"1. push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go..."

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 02:17:12 -0400

“1. push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go to the nearest hill with a big coat and a scarf and watch the sun rise.

2. push yourself to fall asleep earlier - start with 11pm, then 10pm, then 9pm. wake up in the morning feeling re-energized and comfortable.

3. erase processed food from your diet. start with no lollies, chips, biscuits, then erase pasta, rice, cereal, then bread. use the rule that if a child couldn’t identify what was in it, you don’t eat it.

4. get into the habit of cooking yourself a beautiful breakfast. fry tomatoes and mushrooms in real butter and garlic, fry an egg, slice up a fresh avocado and squirt way too much lemon on it. sit and eat it and do nothing else.

5. stretch. start by reaching for the sky as hard as you can, then trying to touch your toes. roll your head. stretch your fingers. stretch everything.

6. buy a 1L water bottle. start with pushing yourself to drink the whole thing in a day, then try drinking it twice.

7. buy a beautiful diary and a beautiful black pen. write down everything you do, including dinner dates, appointments, assignments, coffees, what you need to do that day. no detail is too small.

8. strip your bed of your sheets and empty your underwear draw into the washing machine. put a massive scoop of scented fabric softener in there and wash. make your bed in full.

9. organise your room. fold all your clothes (and bag what you don’t want), clean your mirror, your laptop, vacuum the floor. light a beautiful candle.

10. have a luxurious shower with your favourite music playing. wash your hair, scrub your body, brush your teeth. lather your whole body in moisturiser, get familiar with the part between your toes, your inner thighs, the back of your neck.

11. push yourself to go for a walk. take your headphones, go to the beach and walk. smile at strangers walking the other way and be surprised how many smile back. bring your dog and observe the dog’s behaviour. realise you can learn from your dog.

12. message old friends with personal jokes. reminisce. suggest a catch up soon, even if you don’t follow through. push yourself to follow through.

14. think long and hard about what interests you. crime? sex? boarding school? long-forgotten romance etiquette? find a book about it and read it. there is a book about literally everything.

15. become the person you would ideally fall in love with. let cars merge into your lane when driving. pay double for parking tickets and leave a second one in the machine. stick your tongue out at babies. compliment people on their cute clothes. challenge yourself to not ridicule anyone for a whole day. then two. then a week. walk with a straight posture. look people in the eye. ask people about their story. talk to acquaintances so they become friends.

16. lie in the sunshine. daydream about the life you would lead if failure wasn’t a thing. open your eyes. take small steps to make it happen for you.”

- Sixteen Small Steps to Happiness (via pigmenting)

graffiti tunnel. london, south bank.

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 02:03:27 -0400

graffiti tunnel. london, south bank.

adidasfactory: She waited 9 months for her moment

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 08:49:38 -0400

adidasfactory:

She waited 9 months for her moment

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Mon, 10 Jun 2013 11:18:55 -0400

bubblegumpopqueen: i am tired of people and sexism and racism and homopobia and transphobia and...

Mon, 10 Jun 2013 11:03:07 -0400

bubblegumpopqueen:

i am tired of people and sexism and racism and homopobia and transphobia and ageism and slut shaming and rape culture and twats and the world in general and i’m far too young to be sick of life

scaired: this is so pretty

Mon, 10 Jun 2013 11:00:15 -0400

scaired:

this is so pretty